Anger is deep within me....why!!!

Anger is deep within me
Anger is what I want to hear
Anger drives me crazy
Anger is what turns me on
Anger wants to kill me
Anger is what makes me mad
Anger inside me
Needs to stop
Where did it come from
Will it ever stop
My anger is uncontrollable
Anger lashes out at innocent victums
But, why, where, who, what
Brought me so much anger?
Everything makes more anger in me
Life full of pain
Is there ever gonna be an ending?

Will he miss me when I am gone?

I wrote this during a bad time in my life. I just figured I let it go on here.
I also would like any criticism good or bad.

Will you miss me when I'm gone?
Will it really matter?
Will you think of my favorite things?
Would you actually know what they are?
Would you miss my voice?
Do you even know how my voice sounds at all times?
Would you miss my routines?
Do you even know of them?
Will you miss me at all?
Will you miss me?
I always thought you were my strength
But you turned out to be my weakness
I thought I'd last forever with you
Shows how much I really knew
I always thought you were my strength
But you turned out to be my weakness
I thought I'd last forever with you
Shows how much I really knew
Will you even hurt knowing I am gone?
Will you cry?
Will you even notice?

This is what he did to me......

This morning I woke up,
Bursting with confidence,
Overflowing with excitement,
I was convinced I'd done it,
Convinced I had succeeded
When I found out the truth,
I was crushed,
Feeling empty and broken,
But somehow I managed,
To pull myself together,
Determined not to cry
Determined to be fine
But I am not
This life its not what it's supposed to be
you are not who you say you are
this place is different then i pictured
I'm not sure what you see when you look around
but through my eyes it's nothing more to me than a prison from which i can not escape
i want nothing more than to follow it into the eternal darkness
the light just makes my eyes burn till i cry
i thought you might like to know that my wish is to die
but Ii can't do it I'm not afraid of the pain
i stay here in constant pain
but then you say
just come with me everything will be okay
i trusted.... you lied
for those that truly care but do not know enough to see whats really on the inside
on the inside is a creature to terrifying for even a horror movies
those that can see it shield their eyes and run in fear
some can feel it trying to fight it's way out
they too run not caring about the one that has to carry it inside
Why is this happening to me?

I am weak.....

The hurting urge of crying tears...

The pain that is heaped...

They call them fears...

The sudden shadow in which i hide...

I'm just a person...

Lost inside...

Dreaming and wishing...

That one day I'll find...

The daylight that never will turn into night...

And just a sudden moment...

That i can finally speak...

Without my heart falling weak...

To the liars

Sometimes the truth hurts
sometimes it hurts to tell the truth
but a lie insults trust
so whats the functional use
half truths, white lies
sometimes called a small fib
Truth is.. its easier to accept the truth
than to have to whole heartedly forgive
or have to live
with the idea of sacrificing another`s emotions
for conventional slander,
or throw out overhyped conversation
for occasional selfish banter..
Not to recant, revamp, any past dealings, persue`
But Damn I know the feeling of being betrayed
I remain unphased, blahzay...
Reap the positve... we all learn to live WISER
experiencing Brighter days
'JUST'
sit back, relax
watch karma unfold and repay....